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It is quite cheeky and scandalous thing to be a woman like I am... I decided to declare myself a courtesan not so long ago. Through my quite an interesting life, being a model, exploring other extremely various activities, I learnt myself and understood that I differ from a "typical" woman in quite a few ways, so any recommendations useful for most of females would not help me!

My sensuality has always been higher than my girl- friends', it was slightly embarrassing me when I was younger. I was very affectionate as a child, particularly receptive to music, and had a colorful imagination. I always felt somehow overloaded with passion, which I needed to express and let out. My further, grown-up secret fantasies, naughty or even kinky, at the same time profoundly spiritualized, were too powerful for a busy daytime in the daily routine. They seamed to live their own life. I occupied my soul with creating in all kinds of arts, as I still do, but my nature needed one more dimension for its self-expression, the one that is physical, tactile, sensual.

My cheeky intellect and quite challenging way of thinking were somehow not of a female archetype. High excitability factor, adventures way of living, passionate perception of things were also not actually of a cautious female, and less pragmatic. Non-cautious, non-pragmatic, but paradoxically receptive and delicate...

That delicate physicality I was born with- soft skin, slender ankles, long graceful limbs, and sensitivity in all ways, I recognised, make me a pleasurable "item" of delight and luxury (smile). It was a natural thought to want to be enjoyed and looked after. I have also learnt that just as I understand men, in their turn they enjoy my company and appreciate it. Based on all that I am a genuine courtesan. Or, in other words- a free-spirited woman made for pleasures in all the ways.

Courtesan means a spiritually independent woman. She may or may not have some occupation, but for her private life she chooses sexual autonomy instead of sexual dependence. That sexual autonomy becomes a sphere of her creating, where she creates just like an artist in art.

Courtesan is not a sex-object, for that there is another kind of profession. Courtesan is a sexual icon.

She is desired by most of men both mentally and physically. However, that woman is not made for everyone, and she is not for every man. (No wonder- her other name is "Femme Fatale", because her charisma and sexuality can be powerful, dangerously- addictive). Selective in her own way, she dates with those men who appreciate and know how to enjoy this astonishing "love weapon". In general- gentlemen of wide outlooks, intellect, life experience, able to share their success with her, who enjoy giving, and respect freedom and personality.

She appreciates her lover(s) and enjoys their time together with all heart like a child, unlike many of the "honest" women that go with men mainly because they depend on them or want to get something from them, with help of lies and pretending.

Courtesan is not a "shark" (we know many of those). The shark-type is coming from the area of "average" female, not particularly talented or sensual. That's why in their "revelations" they mention that they never had an orgasm, or they had difficulties with experiencing it (M. Monroe for instance), which, to my opinion, is an absolute culmination of love ability. Originally courtesan is rather a priceless artifact whose real valuation is known by her wise admirers.

Courtesan is honest and straight. Her intellectual position and sensual intensity are almost equal to man's, though her emotional perception of things remains utter feminine, even extremely feminine. Highly sensual and naturally sexual, she is strong enough to keep nature under control when it takes so. She stays selective, keeping herself only for certain dates, because for her it's all to do with quality, not quantity. She spends her time with those she wants and likes, who give her life stimulation and enjoyment. She gives her intimacy with dedication, and requires attention in return. Courtesan dates with gentlemen who don't take for granted her giving nature and joy she brings, but who enjoy that like a good wine.

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